Sunday, August 28, 2005

trying...

haiz....a bit gone case liao BUT! i m gonna try for the eoys must really study liao and push myself le carn play so much as last time liao....but for my bright future will try to study as much as i can le. starting now liao....must really do it and let me father see lo...so must jia you le...yay! (trying to sound and feel optimistic around here) currently trying to do tys le...with jh la....started revising le...did 4 mcq this weekend :X but i m gonna try! i must envision... =)

glad that i m learning to articulate well liao...still not that good but i m still learning le....the leadership seminar was a great chance...thinking back i think i did a great job liao....being able to express my thought s and ideas well la...so must do better next time..=)

GRAD NITE GRAD NITE! me a bit...errr. is very slack...so i must try to finsih my stuff first....jia you mans....=)(sorrie br)

now is my turn to be left out :(

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

MYSELF

Is either that i am getting more stupid or my brain cells are depleting at a alarming rate. My TEST results are rock bottom and just plain lousy, and basically i just failed almost every subject. After getting back a few failing scripts... i have no more mood for studying..i am feeling numb by all those failures. Fail arh...fail lo....last time was not like this...what! i failed! shit must study harder liao... i think i am just plain lazy. i hate myself!

Keep mentioning of jumping down a building, don't knoe whether will i do it or not... i think i won't la... because i afraid of heights mahx...but....in the future.. i can't see... will i do it? plenty of lowest in class, plenty of failing... exams are near...die lo...wad can i do....going to give up liao...cannot tahan alreadi... BUT I WILL TRY TO DO IT... GOING TO PIA LIAO