Wednesday, July 11, 2007

officially first day of school.

and i suffered multiple blows already. URGH. This kind of results is extremely demoralising. Totally flunked my common tests and it doesnt help when everyone is doing well, with some doing extremely well. :( gotten back 3 subjects already and ALL of them are Us. Oh wells, how great can it get. 2 more to go and jackpot, here i come. 5 straight Us for my common tests. SIGH.

This doesnt help when its 10 more weeks to promos, and i wont be totally free until the start of september and promos starts at 21st Sept. great. 3 weeks to revise on the whole year's curriculum. more sighes. how i wish i could buy time.

I didnt know what gotten into me this morning, giving up council cause of my results. This isnt really what it should be. Luckily, there are still my friends to wake me up from my absurd thinking. A big thanks too all you guys!

House sessions was er, how would i say, not very successful but yeah, its still okay. At least there will be like 5 more house captains having the same problem as you. yeahh.. go captains!

Back to the point, three Us, 2 more papers to go. probably they will be Us too, sigh. i really dont know how to face my parents and answer for my shitty results. Its bad to be in a stream class; people there are either extremely smart or very hardworking. yeah people like who arent exactly very smart, nor very hardworking and doesnt have really alot of time will lag behind the others and it accumulates. sighs, being the last few in class really doesnt help in my determination to mug.

Aiyah, no use crying over spilled milk, other than house stuff, mug is the only thing i will do! Actually, i wont be that extreme but yeah, more time on my studies! Study sessions everyday! :D Who wanna join me! :D

i know i can do better than this, i will.