Sunday, August 20, 2006

; you.

you've done it again. congrats. time and time again you've shown your exploding competitiveness and it hate it. i am sorry to say but this is the same for others too. i think i has enough of your shit, and you are getting too much. so what if you get better grades than me in the organic chemistry test, shut up.so what? does that mean you own the world?

i cant stand you, i mean WE cant stand you. you're like a chamelon, constantly changing your spots according to the surroundings. In school its a you, yet at somewhere its another you. oh stop attempting to be the teacher's pet,cause you are already one. stop trying to act stupid and humble by saying " oh, i think all my answers are completely wrong". stop trying to claim credit from other people's work. stop all that shit you are doing.i hate you.

i am sorry, but to me, asking questions is my way of understanding things. so what if the concept doesn't come out during the exams, but its still a concept that i WANT to know and not whether i NEED to know. i am just too curious to want to know everything, so stop trying to be a wet blanket here. sorry that i have snatched your 'answer booklet' away, sob sob. or is it just that you do not have the capability to participate in the conversation? i think it is the later.

you have agitated me once again by showing your true colours, and who you really are. thank you. i have seen through you. so i guess the past experiences with you was just an act by you? great acting i would say, finally mastered the act of concealing the real you with a sheep's skin.

you made me pissed, you made me competitive, you made me hate you, every action of your's enrages me. i treated you with respect, yet what do i get in return ? shit. thank you. i am flared up, i want to compete, i want to win.

;i believe in karma.